i'm in a beauty pageant and everybody is laughing at me – days seem like years in this month of december
the winter coldens me for i have yet to sleep
and never will i give up trying because you are everything to me


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recorded in december '25 by laura u.
without you by my side, there is an indescribable hole inside me that nothing can fill. these last days of the year feel confusing and harsh, but at the end of it all, i still see you as my light.
for a.


Two washed out slow infinite sustain keyboard loop ambient drones iterations of endless happiness, one Big one more nervous and soft spoken and shivery. Don't know how much I can take of that second one without breaking down. Waiting by the tracks.


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